Lazy afternoons and conversations with you

A Daniel Powter moment

2009-10-13T09:04:00.000-07:00

Nick says: You're like fucking hideous now. But I'll still be your friend.

I say: pubichead.

And so, I had a bad day.

Er, make that bad week.

It's too long and tiring a story to share and I would rather be civil.

& Not because of dearest Nicky, he should not have the priviledge.

Can't say I bet next week will be better. School starts next week D:

Note to self: read up on "optimism"

pardonnes moi, karma

2009-10-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

What goes around, comes around. What goes up must come down.

I've been out everyday of this week, and I've witnessed rude behaviour at least once

each time I'm out. Okay, not that I'm the most polite person in the world, hell no.

But. I've been the third person in these situations and I find them, well, piss offs.

Situation 1 : You know those huge signs on the MRT, "reserved seats" in the corner? Yeah, a pregnant woman carrying tons of bags walks in along with a teenage girl. The reserved seat is free. They come in at the same time but the teenage girl hurries and snags the seat. If it wasn't wtf enough, she had the gall to glare at the pregnant woman when she set her bags down. The hell?

Situation 2 : I was in a cab, and there was this truck just ahead that was moving rather slowly, so the cab driver wanted to go on ahead, two lanes anyway right? Well, the truck driver swerved in front and blocked our passage and continued his road slug speed. It made the cab driver swear D:

Situation 3 : I was in the ladies' and this little girl was so short, she couldn't really reach the tap. I moved to help her, but another woman moved to help her too, I assumed. I assumed wrong. The woman pressed on the tap for herself and shook her hands so vigorously that some water hit the girl's face. Poor thing. Her mom came out of the cubicle then, and pressed the tap for her daughter. OMG.

Situation 4 : I was walking home today, and I heard rustling behind me - there was a bike. I moved. Up ahead, there were two girls walking side by side, and the cyclist had no bell, and didn't bother to say "excuse me" so the the girls had no idea there was a bike behind them. He nearly knocked into them, and he dismounted his bike. He went past them, dragging his bike along, and turned around saying, "eh can you all be more considerate to your surroundings anot? Walao eh (expletives)." Then he rode off.

Come on, is it really that hard, does it squeeze balls to say excuse me?

Is it nauseating to help someone press something?

And would it kill you to let someone else have a seat?

lo(ea)ve me.

2009-09-22T09:34:00.000-07:00

Take my hand, and my breath

let's dance to slow melody.

Let heartbeats hammer, light hearts afire

til there's none but you and me.

Do you dare to play a game,

at risk down danger's waters?

Into the deep and even deeper,

where nothing else matters.

Still your lips stray closer,

I just need/want you to see.

Don't whisper you love me, baby,

if you're just gonna leave.

Facts up

2009-09-10T12:06:00.000-07:00

Fact or fiction? Fantasy/Reality? What would you prefer?

If happy little blue birds fly, above the rainbow, why oh why can't I?

Sometimes, it's so hard to differentiate fantasy from reality.
Know what makes it so hard? It's that fantasy is better, so much better.
You can build it, can shape it = you control it. And that is power, baby.

Yeah, life's so unpredictable and a lot of shit come along, but if you do
not face it, how do you get stronger? If you keep hiding in Neverland,
then how can you ever grow up? But you know, if you think about it,
life - reality - has so much to offer.

You just have to, I don't know, look.

P.S. Don't give up, you're stronger than I am, I know it.
And if you ever need it, you have my shoulder to lean on.

Smile

2009-09-06T22:11:00.000-07:00

So it may not the easiest thing to do but when you do it, make it count.

"Give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day."

- PS. I love you

Locket or leave it

2009-09-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

If I couldn't tell a lie and I said that first time I knew.
I knew that we were supposed to be: I was meant for you.
Back then I didn't think, I was too young to understand
that love came so unpredictably, till you took my hand.
And that was a childhood ago, a tight-wrapped memory
I have the photograph, yellow with age, fondness and glee.
A childhood ago, you found me on a playground on my own.
With my hand in yours you said, "Now you won't be alone."
And that's why I keep this locket and keep us close to heart.
With every step we get better and I knew it, from the start.

And then sadly, you can't ever wrap your arms around a memory.
You can only keep it.

Starting a routine

2009-09-02T22:38:00.000-07:00

For some reason, Chu and I like this shot. Oh. I love shots in macro.

We went swimming today. Yargh, my Doc's gonna scold me now.

Oh, yes, look how one year of not-blogging can cause me to suddenly have

short hair now that I've newly rekindled my blogging.

Tada! My advertising group, just to have a feel of how we

all looked on presentation day. I look like I need to pee D:

I remember my mug-hard days. Wow. Not so long ago. But now, I'm happy and

well, rather restless at the nothingness of my school life lately. Sometimes, I miss

working. God. But then all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy, and me

haywire, apparently. Sally, Mary and Ipranced around IKEA as our little

after-exam-I-hate-my-course therapy!

We played and cam-whored, like the old days. More quality, less quantity though.

I really missed this, this side of life. I know I'm lucky to have the friends I

have and I hope to God I never forget it. I don't think they'll let me, anyway.

And of course, visits to IKEA aren't really complete without the food, now is it?

Then, Chu and I, who are study-buddies as well (wtf, study-buddies?!) went to tour

Singapore. Well okay, not really, mostly just City Hall and we didn't get lost which

is a feat, especially if I'm with her. Brought the DSLR so we could experiment and

practice. That cb hates my photos of her D: How could you, Chu? How could you!

Then, she took a blur shot. Neneh.

Last year's retreat camp: masquerade baby! Aww, it's my "before" shot.

- end of film stock.

Sigh. I miss my long hair because now when I wanna play with my hair or twirl

it, which is a habit of mine, I can't anymore because it's so short now. Tsk. Oh well.

Mixtape

2009-08-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

"I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)" - EE Cummings
♥ Because, I just felt like creating a playlist

Have this dance

2009-08-25T23:08:00.000-07:00

Words matter; words impact.

"Take my hand, take a breath,

hold me close, take one step..."

Look who's back to blog. I don't think I'll be so resilient in this seeing as I
never was. But wow, it's been almost a year and everyone's grown so much!

"Don't be afraid to fall,

you know I'll catch you through it all."

I rrrrreeeaallllyyyyyy cannot wait for Christmas, and God knows why.

Second year has been one heck of a roller coaster for me, and I've just
recovered from a week-long sickness, thanks uh, masscomm D:

click: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Is9xHR11E3A

closure

2008-12-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

Dancing bears painted wings, things I almost remember...

Things my heart used to know once upon a december...

MERRY CHRISTMAS;
A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I know I've been nonexistent in this area for as long as I can remember
but I'm not going to apologise cause I don't have to make excuses let
alone be sorry for having so much fun in my life(:
Anyway, it's damn near dawn and I've been reading and watching
some heart-wrenching things, I have been eating chocolate
and drinking all sorts of sweet things. Sweetness is almost visibly oozing out from my system
so I decided to just leave a bit of my heart here and just say it already.
(insert sigh here)
If you've crossed my path, shared a laugh, held my hand when I cried or
butted into my life and altered it irrevocably, I wanna say thanks.
For making that difference in my life. For sharing your life somehow.
And, for those with the stronger impact, I love you. No matter how much I hurt you or
vice versa. It's your fault I love you, you must have done something. So deal with the consequence(:
2008 became one of my favourite years because of a lot of things that happened but mostly, it's cause you came into my life. Met loads of new people this year and it's made me undeniably happier. Even when I'm being the grouch, thanks for bearing with me.

"FOR...
For looking at me and not judging
for lending a shoulder with care.
For being patient when I can't be,

Simply just for being there.

For not minding me when I break

for seeing me through, ripping hair.

For accepting me as I am and can be,

Simply for just being there.

For smacking me when I need it,

for letting me snore away on the chair.
For always being so much more,
Simply for just being there,
THANK YOU"

my life is better because you're in it

for some strange reason, my favourite fictional couples form from a forbidden love: romeo and juliet, eric/phantom and christine, catherine and heathcliff and now... edward and bella.

Ha, ha, I'm a sadistic piece of shit, says Janey. Thanks hon, happy new year to you too!

- - - -

Let's toast to 2009 (:

acl's

2008-11-08T11:50:00.000-08:00

Many wonder who their true friends are. Well, I'm sure she's one of mine.

And I'm damned lucky to have her...

ANG CHU LING,

Happy, happy birthday!

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I owe you this so be sure to smile okay, I hope you do!

I wrote you something very very stupid but I do hope

you like it anyway. I have to get you something for Christmas.

"Chu ling" means, and is short.

I'm not insulting you; it's true.

But when I think of big hearts,

the top ten definitely lists you.

Anyone can see plain as day,

how special and nice you are.

Obtuse, yes, at times too blur and

your mind usually wanders too far.

But silly and noisy and everything else,

you truly, truly care.

And I hope you know that no matter what,

I will try to be there.

Cause you're there for me and everyone else,

who said you can't multitask.

Apparently you can, my dear.

(Don't say I said so, if anyone asks!)

Love you, girl, cause I can always count on you

no matter how long it spans.

It is so you to be that nice,

to lend your helping hands.

Thanks, woman. You've always been so nice to me and I insult you to no end.

Everyone knows I do, but it's such fun I can't help it! Huh, 8years, stuck with me, sucks to be you...

Oh well oh well, I hope I've been able to be a good friend to

you as you are to me, over the years(:

YOUROCKANDYOUKNOWIT!

just twenty

2008-11-03T12:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARSHINI!

17 years of being a complete and total bitch whom, amazingly, I never hated!

You must be one of those special people. Congrats. Haha, anyway, you've always been nice to me and I remember you're the reason I began to blog. Nick and I laughed so hard in sec1 when you told Mr. Chan "Cher, I'm a slut" when you didn't know what it meant. Bimbo!

But nevertheless, I love you because you always sided me, you were always funny and you never hated me no matter how much I make fun of you. You're my special friend, dear.
Ladies and gentlemen, my friend of 5years:

Other lovely people who are November babies: Jecinda, ACL, Stephanie, Wei Ying, Belinda

MY LIST OF TWENTY WISHES

ONE. Ride a two-hump camel in Egypt.
TWO. Watch the sunset in Tuscany.
THREE. Surf a five foot wave, at least.
FOUR. Sing solo in front of an audience
FIVE. Dance barefoot in the rain, and sing at the same time
SIX.Meet an AIDS patient and make a difference in his life.
SEVEN. Learn how to speak Mandarin (well)
EIGHT.Dine in a yacht, far away from home.
NINE.Go to Africa and Cambodia to volunteer services there.
TEN. Dive from the high board, the really high one.
ELEVEN. Lie on the road at midnight with my significant other.
TWELVE. Have my own family and stable job.
THIRTEEN. Meet someone from Hollywood or my favourite author.
FOURTEEN. Contact someone I haven't spoken to in a decade.
FIFTEEN. Ride a hot air balloon, maybe in Japan, they have some festival.
SIXTEEN. Spend $10,000 dollars in shopping one day
SEVENTEEN. Sky-diving without any worries. Otherwise, bungee!
EIGHTEEN. Write a will&testimony, this is a must.
NINETEEN. Ask a guy out on a date and not regret it.
TWENTY. Mean the world to someone and have someone mean the world to me.

*Thank you Debbie Macomber, for the inspiration of this list.
I may not be able to do all or any of those things, but at least now I've got hope.
These are the things I think I want, for now.
What are the things, incredulous or not, that YOU want?

"a few of my favourite things"

2008-10-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

What makes me love NP:

Sean Ang ♥

ACL!

& ACL again.

Ze skit committee =D

Jon, Haz, Davis, Amar, Syad!

The group4 girls: Fe, Cheryl, Hueichin, Violet!

HAZLYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Haz, Marcus, Jasmine :p

>>>Do we look alike?

Introducing Vignesh the splat!

Feat. Sean Chi and Matthew!

After Bullying Syad...

Benedicky pops in!!!

Of course, my T101 people make most of my days!

MARINNE!WHERE ARE YOU???!!! (photographer)

Missing people: Sarah, Rachel, Amala, Erica, Riley, Charlene, Zayar,Kin, Jotham, Bibek

PLUS:

The Ngee Ann Ambassadors!

Today, I was in school for about 14hours. Oh my gosh, after only four hours of sleep the night before. I screwed up on my speech, I know it but right here and now, I'm happily smiling to myself.

I'm not going to let me fail again in SpeechComm. I won't. I can't.

At the end of the day, in my heart, I know what really matters.

A friend of mine just called me and I really appreciate
that she just called to tell me this:
Sam: hello love!
Me: Hi hon, why're you calling so late?
Sam: I just missed you. Goodnight!

Sometimes, it's the littlest things that make the biggest impact in just a day.
♥

a certain mood

2008-10-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

Currently: dreaming.

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Mood: What do you think?

random order

2008-10-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE FOONG (:

22OCT1990

My dearest Deb, she's from my French class and I'll tell you, she's this wonderfully amazing person who blessed my life when she first sat beside me! We hit it off, immediately, eh Deb?
I don't give a damn if I sound lessie or anything because the fact still stands, I love her, as a dear friend. She's 18 today, unless it's not yet midnight in Chicago. Whatever, you were born here, so there you go. Happy birthday, Debbie(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL KOH(:

17OCT1991

Younger than me, I can't believe it. Blah! I love you, Koh. Another one of the people who helped me survive French class. I'm not exaggerating, it was that dreadful. The aura of a funeral. Wasn't it, Ethy? I thank God for you!

I owe you a BIG treat, and I'm sorry I couldn't attend the bbq, forgive me! But know that, anytime you need me, or someone to rant to, I'm here. You know it. I know you're there for me too, you awesome thing. You understand somethings that some girls never can!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA TEO(:

15OCT1991

So tall, yet younger than me. My dear Vanny, everyone says you look fierce when they first see you, but I didn't. You looked lonely on the first day, like me because we both didn't attend any freshmen camp. But lucky me, I found you and you are absolutely some-kind-of-wonderful. Always there to defend your friends and to stand by us, hello, very much appreciated. AND, of course, I love Vanny too! And she'd better know it!

Next thing, I realise that some of you have flooded my board.

Geeeee, thanks uh! Haha, okay I get it, so here, I'll post:

Hello, world, my name is Jasmine and I am suffering from some sore throat and flu thing that's been with me since YLA4. My medication's side effects vary. May cause tremors and palpitations. As of Sunday night, my voice disappeared and as of Tuesday morning, it returned with a vengeance, I now sound male. Yay, me. Picture time!

YOUTH LEADERSHIP ACADEMY CAMP 4

-Halloween-

The view from the loft @ sunrise:

Next bunch of random pics, straight from the Ambs room:

Featuring Benedict, Marcus and Jason!

fin.

a summary

2008-10-12T06:45:00.000-07:00

I've always wanted to ride a hot air balloon.

Something about being that high up calms me and makes me happy.

As happy as I am in the water.

Omg, I have this annoying habit of creating blogs and leaving them to wilt.

Yes, I'm sorry. I'm depriving someone of using the url add that this blog occupies.

Too bad. Really though. Tsk.

Anyway, I have been a very busy girl. You see I have spent 2months

of my holiday and dedicated it to Ambs - and I really loved it.

Although of course being in-charge of something took a toll, albeit a little one but still, I seriously loved working with the people of games committee. I am truly honored, you guys.

It was fun, filling up water balloons and playing in the toilet, talking on and on until I thought the sun might just rise, speaking of tips and playing games. It felt like more of a sleepover than a committee meeting, especially because of the pillow fights.

The Vikings were awesome, I swear.

So, centvitans, let's shine in redcamp!

I can't say how much I enjoyed this year's SLcamp, but if anything, I'm sure the people around me had loads to do with it. Gah, I am so tired. I suffered from a sore throat again, it seems like it's gonna be a tradition of mine.

On Saturday, I met Sar to go hardcore shopping and seriously, for people with such lousy staminas, we actually didn't stop to sit down much. Not even a proper lunch. lol.

Did I mention there was some CD show in Taka, and the models were - WOW!

Hmmm, today I met the skit committee for lunch and to finish up the script. (See? Ambs, all the way till the last day of no-school) and we are done! Awesome, I can't wait for the actual day, being on stage with some of the people I truly adore! *Excited*

Dear JJ,

Yes, I drool over expensive cars like Maseratis and Bentleys to name a few.

Sure, I adore going shopping at all those places.

Yeah, I dream of living in a penthouse and having persian

carpets in my room when I get my own place.

Agreed that I love to travel and would love to see more of this world.

So, I like expensive cars, wanna live in a penthouse,adore shopping and dream of travel, but hey-

I'm not money minded(:

PS: And neither are you!

PS2: Thankyouforalwaysbelievinginmeevenafterseventeenmonthsiloveyou

my october

2008-10-04T03:38:00.000-07:00

Here's me looking at you, love.

"Though "till death do us part", may not be.

Having been part of you is enough for me.
And as of now,
until otherwise told,
this hand of yours is still mine to hold.

First of all, I hope everyone's having a very happy Hari Raya(:
And secondly, since I've just mentioned Hari Raya, we all went over to Sar's place
and had our skitcomm raya lunch(: yay! The food was fa-bu-lous. I mean it.
And so were the kuehs, I promise. Couldn't stop eating. Bad, bad, bad.

After stuffing our faces - almost literally, mind you -we made a little video

editing and camera skills all thanks to Fauzi!

(When I can upload it here who knows!)

Did I ever mention, how much I love the RC skit comm? They're gorgeous.

On the count of three,

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, XING!

a classmate,

a notebook lover

&an awesome friend.

a quick one

2008-09-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

whisper words of passion in my ear; all the things I've longed to hear.
may all life fail and cease to exist, i cannot live without your kiss.
say my name; a caress of your voice, make me love you without a choice.
if my heart should fall into your hands, make sure you keep it til this world ends.
with your lips pressing down on mine,
if you love me, give me a sign.
*only I have a right to distribute this - take it and i'll sue you. like, really.
-
Hello, ladies and others.
Haha, hello, gentlemen*.
I'm making this a pictures entry, cause I'm outta time.
Bleh, a picture's worth a thousand words:

They made senior year a blast! We're overall champions, yo.

Oblivious? I think not.

What a smoky picture (last year's)- 25th september:
I went to meet up with my sec4 classmates and they still looked great
(no, seriously) you guys aren't as different as I thought you'd all be.

Except Larries. Haha :D
-

28Sept:Here we are in citylink mall, doing work.

And a black&white pic, for classic's sake of course.

mamma mia!

2008-09-20T09:38:00.000-07:00

MAMMA MIA!

Here we go again...

Why, why, did I ever let you go?

I adore Meryl Streep. She's an absolutely flawless actress.

I watched Mama Mia because:

a) I love broadway/musicals

b) Meryl Streep of course.

And you know, I really liked it. But I still wanna watch the broadway version.

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Back to my little old life. I have been going to school everyday, busy like siao.

But in all fairness(and honesty), I've loved every moment of it(:

Script writing, performances, movies, laughing till my eyeliner ran,

costume shopping with Sar&Fauzi, plain shopping,

games preparation and meeting friends everyday - for me, what's not to love?

So you see Philly, I am enjoying my seventeen year old life! No worries.

---

Today, 20th Sept, I supported Matt while he worked the runway.

I thought you were awesome out there by the way, Matt.

But, before that, I bumped into Gan Li Rong.

And then we did dumb things in subway. Sorry, ex-boss!

Here's me, Chu and Gan(:

Matt and a retarded face D:

note: height diff. Like, oh. my. gah.

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For this segment in the blog, please refer to Mariah Carey's song: Without you.

Because I feel so gosh-darn-nice, here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOR_jq9M53c

AND AFTER THAT,

(just to end on a cheerful note)

Oh and NP Ambs take note: Your names were not on my "I miss you" list cos,

I am in the ambass room everyday and I see you guys often!(:

Haha, there, don't be hurt anymore, loves-

OH, LOOK:

CHU LING :] says:
you are awesome like for the whole of today

thankyouchuchu!

I MISS MY T101 PEOPLE TOO!

i miss them.

2008-09-15T08:10:00.000-07:00

Today I had a lot of fun at @ school. The admin comm had a meeting and acl is
extremely gullible. Elizabeth and I adore that about you because you're damn
fun to trick(: I laughed so much I felt like I lost 2kg.
Next. On my way home, some person approached me with a survey.
And then he said "I like your attitude." Why, thank you, stranger!
3rd. Chu and I stood in the middle of the road to take a pic
of the full moon, surrounded by clouds and all. Beautiful. Do not judge.
I like taking pics of the moon. I love looking up at the sky.
---
FOURTH:

This person misses the following individuals:

It's been a long time.

I also miss these homosapiens but I can't seem to find their pics on my Mac:
Isabella Rose, Rosmawati, Fadliana, Wei Ying, Debbie, Sammy, Ty, Samuel Lim, Keys, Jessie, GG

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"total anti-clockwise moments = total clockwise moments
F x a = G x b + H x c

<---------b------>
<----------a-------------><-----------------c------------->
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F(weights) T(pivot) G H

(hope this diagram helps you understand better)"
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I wish I had a time machine. I wish I was able to look out the window and see the ocean.
I wish I could be a better person.

"How far are you willing to go to keep the hope of love alive?"
-nicholas sparks

happy 16th!

2008-09-12T00:00:00.000-07:00

A VERY HAPPY SHOUT OUT TO SEANY(:

Thanks for always being there for me.
-
I'm going to show you guys some stuff that might or might not explain
what I've been busy with all week (roughly, SL recruitment, SLcamp and redcamp!)
Being in Amb, I am so happy and honoured to work with the people I was lucky enough to get and I know we'll do a great job guys. Chu, you and I have to be at our best, okay!
Speaking of Chu Ling...

I was trying to do my work, you idiot.

This is when we were sober and sane.
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And this is the aftermath of a hard day's work:

Note: I adore Nicholas Sparks.

Thanks for 'the notebook', love!

Check this out, Naddy's the man!
http://www.readersdigest.com.sg/rd/rdhtml/en/magazine/mag_special.jsp

Last but definitely not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAD! SEPTEMBER14 BABY(:

after yla

2008-09-04T05:56:00.000-07:00

HELLO HUMANS(:
You know, I need to take note of one of the comments left to us SLs by our camper. I won't name him but he sure knows who he is.
" This is honestly the BEST camp I've ever been to, thank you, SLs for making it happen."
Or... Something along those lines. Haha, it was super sweet. It's my very first YLA too, and I must admit, I enjoyed it like crazy, though I lost my voice the day after.
-

His surname is Siriano. Ooooooh, sounds vaguely familiar(:
Jane intro-ed him to me. Thanks, Merissa!

Oooooh. Ahhhhh. Justin and Mark: perfect combo for a rainy day.

"I turned as red as a cute little tomato." Priceless, Danny.

Look at the three videos I put up and I just realised that, hey, they have something in common!
Can you see it? I was talking about
their interest in fashion. Really, people, people, what were you thinking?
Heh, I just kinda felt like posting it up here, we were watching them in Drama and oh, did they entertain. I seriously liked each, um, guy, when I first watched them. And damned right,
Christian, "asians are fierce!"
-
For you, my dear friend, before I forget, I told you I'd help you and another friend wanted some help in the area so in case I leave out anything for either of you, I'm going to post it here.
Here are the results...You guys are so sweet, I'm sure you'll get the girl(:

1. What do you find most appealing in a guy?
- looks
- character 95%
- money
- fashion

2. Choose a perfect FIRST date:
- movie, popcorn, a nice walk home 80%
- concert!
- shopping
- dinner at his place or candlelit dinner
*( If you're wondering why not the candlelit thing, it's a first date.

We want it to be as relaxed as possible and with as

little pretense so we can see if we really do click.)

3. What's the sweetest in the following actions?
- he writes me a song. 40%
- he takes me out on a yacht.
- he defends me from other's insults. 35%
- he brings me out to teach me his favourite sport.

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Yes! 45%
- No.
- We'll see

5. Pray tell, are any of these a fantasy? Choose two.
- Kissing in the rain 85%
- Having your name tatooed on him
- Watching the stars at the beach 79%
- Riding in his convertible

Bottom line, as you can see from the answers... we girls don't expect the world from you, we want you to be yourselves. That's all, and from there, we see if we connect. If not, then hey, don't be discouraged... Sometimes things are better off in a friendship. Either way, we'll still love you!
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As for me, I'm ready to melt in your arms if you surprised me by playing a song on the guitar or piano that you know I like.
OR
Just sing to me. I'm such a groupie, I swear.

olympics

2008-08-22T23:00:00.001-07:00

Ladies and gentlemen, the olympics is coming to a close and
from what I've seen so far, I have 3main favourite athletes:
(in no order though):

Meet Ricky Rubio, seventeen years old and an

impressive point guard for Spain. He really is,

he's tireless, quick, and definitely good at

assists.And he is so cute to watch! Sorry, I am

a seventeen year old girl and he is Spanish(:

Next up is Yelena Isinbayeva. She raised the bar

for women everywhere at 5.05m at pole vault.

She was supposed to stay a gymnast and was damn

good at it but she was too tall so she entered pole vault.

Look at how well that turned out! Gold medal, baby(:

Hello, Michael Phelps *abs, oooooh* *poke*

Well,what more can I say? 8golds! Good for you,

USA. I quote "there has never been as good a

swimmer as Phelps and I doubt there ever will"I

tell you, it was entertaining to watch this class-of-

his-own athlete, butterfly,freestyle or otherwise(:

Kudos to Bolt "the fastest man" as well but hey, he's just not my top three.And, I was supposed to catch a private screening of Wall. e (courtesy of Matt) today but oh, I can't.

Sad sad sad. Tsk tsk tsk.

I miss school, A LOT.

See you soon, little guy.

choices.

2008-08-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

It's the official end of my school term in NP!

And I survived masscomm!*pats self*

-
I realise I did not give closure to 2007, one of the best years of my life.
And I've had many, in fact I can't choose my favourite year... But 2007 is special.
It marks the end of my being a secondary school student and the starting glimpse of what my
future career might be like. Then as I think back on these things, I realise I'm blessed at
making some good decisions in my life.
- 1999
I made the choice to go to BVP and I never regretted it. Its where I met
Rosma, Fad, Liz, Din, Malcolm,Salleh,Ammar and Alvin( he was my first long crush).
I'm proud to say yes, I am indeed still in touch with them! 8 years+
- 2003
BVSS was my first choice in sec. schs, with my having an aggregate of 222.
No, I am not ashamed of that score for had I gotten lower, I might not be in my dear
alma mater. And no, I don't wish I have a higher score anymore, I fit in perfectly in BVS.
-2007
My senior year ; my most problematic year; my most memorable year ; my sweet 16!

Because of BV, I became in charge of Drama for 2006 and became vice-chairman/
head of debates for 2007. And I love theatre, it meant so much to me.
Because of BV, I experienced winning something in Singapore Video Awards.
Because of BV, I participated in debates on a national level, competing alongside
Dae Yeon, Wari, Christian and Sharon, whom I respect loads. I didn't do much but
we managed to be 1st runner up on a national level(:
Because of BV, I am part of a gold-winning SYF drama club!
Because of BV, I managed to be the star-of-the-night(:
Because of BV, I met some of the most amazing people in the world to me :
Nick, I do not regret kicking your chair to ask for time the first day we met, cause that's how we began to talk, asshole.
Ken,I do not regret gawking at you and giving you weird/ disappointed looks the first time I saw you because, you did that to me too and we clicked, yo.
Steph,I don't regret calling you Joan when I first talked to you, because I thought she was behind me cause that's when you asked me if I wanted a sweet.
Sean, I don't regret giving you my gummies only to have you return me only one- the red one. I believe it was then that I noticed how sweet you really are.
Because of BV, I had to go to French class in MOELC, but it wasn't so horrid because of
Debbie, Ethel,Melissa,Izzy,Lorrane. You girls give meaning to life over there.
AND NOW, because of BV, I am in Mass Communications, in NP, my dream school;
I met some pretty amazing ppl there too. You know who you are(:

So there people. My choices. I made some baaaad ones but I've not ruined my life as
you can see. In fact, I lead a pretty darn good one. And I'm very happy. In this day and age,
you're lucky to even say you're content!

-Closure to 2007.
*Give me a dog ; I'll give you a bone.

recent events

2008-08-12T05:25:00.000-07:00

Jasmine loves the school of film and media!

The workload may require my hair turning white but..Hey, it's FMS!

It's my dream school, what more can I say?

UPON ACTING...

Sarah's group asked me to act for'em and this is how the story goes: I'm a teenage girl,

Christina, living with a single parent- her Dad. However, her poor Daddy displays signs of dementia and eventually the story leads to him forgetting that Christina is his daughter and locks her out. Later on, doctor's diagnosis reveals that he IS indeed suffering from Alzheimer's.

I had to cry for this one. G'bye eyeliner!G'bye nike ticks! Oh, and "Papa" too.

awww. sweet story!

This time I helped Nafisah's group and I met some more amazing people(: Very very good to their cast! And, it's a switch-soul-thing:I have this shit neighbour Matt, who WAS my primary school bestfriend but I hate his guts now(age 17).

However, as some neighbouR/witch(CLARE!) bumps into them and the next morning, voila!-

I am trapped in Matt's body. And vice-versa..What proceeds this is us making up and "making out" in the bathroom and we admit to our actual feelings for one another. Ze witch is pleased!

I laughed in every scene for this shoot.

I love acting.

UPON FOOD...

Seany has been nothing but sweet all week and he treated me to a yummy dinner(:

My favourite venue for the dishes too, and all finished before curfew. And, I don't care,

I introduced it to you, no matter what you say(: Then he bought dark-choco mocha from Starbucks. AND AND, Pepperidge Farm cookies! THANK YOU!

Love, you fatten me so.

UPON FREE TIME...

Their first appearance on my blog.. Brandon and Munira!

*applause* *roars* *maniacal laughter*

Enjoy! (?)

Sis has renamed us (:

ahhh, love.

2008-08-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

"Why didn't you write me?!"

Hot.

Anyway,HAPPY 43rd, Singapore! I know I'm a day late and all, but better late than never.
It's a good excuse, seeing as I am always late.. But Wan Zhao's tee made a point" I am worth

the wait" ; am I? I'm sorry for making you wait >>> public apology!

For MATT :

The craziest thing I have ever done for love is...

Being an instrument for jealousy; being a fake-gf.

Long story short, I was there to attract attention from this girl he liked and

possibly stir jealousy. I also had praise him whenever she's around(that was torture)

It worked, and they're still together(: and she's my good friend now, too!

(I did this out of "love" for my guyFRIEND, who is a complete moron.Ha!)

>>note: I have no crazy love stories of my own, they're more of stupid and

embarrassing as opposed to them being 'crazy'.

Catch Wall-E in cinemas from 28 August 2008
Originator blog: http://matthew-zachary.blogspot.com/

over.

2008-08-06T02:56:00.000-07:00

MARKETING IS OVER, BABY!

relive.

2008-08-01T19:52:00.000-07:00

Okay, blog died. I get it.

Here I am!

*coughs*

Firstly, I love my OC girls. Really, really I do.

I think I'd just fall to pieces like Sally from the nightmare before

Christmas without'em! (Actually, I like Sally but...)

This is Sally.. She can stitch herself.

These are my girls(: alphabetical, like.

Our presentation screwed up.

But you're all still awesome!

Okay, I blogged. Excuse moi, whilst I watch

my hair fall off, strand by miserable strand.

Good luck for anatomy Ethel,

Good luck for nothing, Jasmine.

Marketing, bring it on!

The school of film and media

2008-07-20T08:25:00.000-07:00

Filming(:

Brandon, Yun Xuan, Julia, Viki!

Fight scene.

My crew. And lead!

For Julia and I (:

Kin. Thanks for being sooooo cooperative.

Note to self : edit hair. C'est moi.

Pris and Julia!

And for the twit, happy birthday.

Lately, I've been too tired to blog.
I think I still am, but I have like 60photos from
our filming session today. So I wanted to blog.

Though its all shitty-sounding, I actually enjoyed it.

I like all my groups this time round:

CATS, MARCOM,GRAPHCOM,WEBGRA,LOCVID(:

You people are awesome.

I'll sum up my entire week.

It has revolved around work, projects, school.

They're all synonyms,really.

-I have had only 25hours of sleep total for the week,

-I have been editing our interview with Mr Primetime morning

-Haven't stopped tweaking graphcom newspaper Ad

-Had 2days of filming, one in BEDOK, the other HAJI LANE.

(both so far away from home & each other)*sigh

-Had to carry sound kit, which isn't light, and bags and laptop the

whole way through. By myself. The bloody kit wouldn't leave me

alone at the MRT gate, it was too wide. Crap.

-I had only 1 meal for both days, waking up at 6am on both days,

and going to sleep after 1am +

-My friend insomnia came to stay.

-Went to bugis to do WORK today. Meeting at 9.30am.awe-some.

I am mentally and physically tired. God be with me, please.
*Ilovemycourseilovemycourseilovemycourseilovemycourseilovemycourse

Ilovemycourseilovemycourseilovemycourseilovemycourseilovemycourse

Remaing to-do list:

-I have 13 chapters to cram for Marketing

-Finals coming for Locvid and Medsoc.

-CATS presentation up for two acting skits.

-Act for Sarah's locvid group

-YLA3 coming up

-CATS presentation

-Flash website complete by Friday

-Sew up a tote for press kit by FRIDAY

-Mock up for Marketing and Graphcom by FRIDAY

-Burn DVD for our interview

-Print analysis

-Edit Locvid video, due 1st August

-Re-shoot yesterday's footage.( 3hours of my life and more)

- Final presentation for

MARKETING, WEB GRAPHICS, GRAPHIC COMMUNICATION

-FINAL EXAMS -yay?!

Oh. Shit.

Happy birthay, cupcake.

Tis 21st July!

I love masscom.

the notebook

2008-07-13T08:47:00.000-07:00

Rachel McAdams. Ryan Gosling.

( RYAN GOSLING!)
*swoons* *dies*
-
Anyway, I'm such a girl. Like seriously.

Nicketh, we shall go and watch some stuff that I know we'd agree on

and we shall both swoon over -

shhh, I won't spill thy secret(:
And IF I SEE YOU, that is. It's my fault? I dunno. Prolly.
Haha,but party some time soon love.
The notebook.
Yes, the notebook.
I don't think I can ever get over the thing.

I'm some old fashioned fart, I sometimes think

I shoulda been born in the 80's.

But oh, no handphones,computers etc. *cringes*
I love technology.

I believe it's killing the planet somehow but

I still admire all the clever lil people who go around inventing such things.

Here people, I leave you with a rhyme and a vid.
(while I indulge on a Milano)

I ask only one thing,
just one favour ; grant a plea?
Once in a while speak my name,
Don't forget ; remember me.

wanted-dead or alive

2008-07-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

Thank you quizgalazy.com,
I now know I am worth a pair of short
shorts(: It's fine.

Today Vans and I went to Vivo to interview
Mr CNA Primetime Mornin' himself.
He's an interesting character.
Interviewing him made me
want to go into broadcast media even more!

3cheers to next Sem!
Buh-bye gracommmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
(you don't know how happy that makes me)

JS - 2 teaspoons of cuteness - 2 teaspoons of playfulness - 3 teaspoons of sugar - 3 heaping tablespoons of loyalty Simply mouth-watering!
'What is your personality recipe?' at QuizGalaxy.com

My audience of one.

2008-07-04T07:47:00.000-07:00

Okay, I think I'm going insane.
I keep creating blogs and leaving them to die.
For anonymous-I am sorry for taking names of blogs but I thought of
them first so screw you(:
AND I do delete the old ones, social and ethical responsibility,
right smack in the-
Oh, right. I'm doing this cos it's a communication thing
between me and Mr Bones. I love you Bones.

Forgive my not linking people, I was too lazy. It is midnight.
I feel my eyebags expanding. Shit, shit shit.
Stepheisty, I believe I can't wait to see you and I'll be seeing
Renaldini tomorrow.

Poke! Anyway, I love Jeannie B. Thanks Sis for the awesome book.
(Is updating layout)... (I can't do anything more...sigh)